You’re all around me laughing and joking. Enjoying each other’s company but not me!

You reach out to me but I don’t see or feel. I just can’t see.

I pray for invisibility!

As I fold myself inside myself.

Trying to be small.

Trying to be small, praying for invisibility so you don’t see the emptiness in my eyes, which comes as a surprise to me!

I pray that you don’t see me.

I fold myself inside myself,

Can’t reach out to you,

Don’t know what to do,

Comfortable in my meekness which is becoming my weakness.

As I fold myself inside myself,

The meekness becomes louder! Pressing my voice into mute!

Pressing into mute.

I fold myself inside myself,

Comfortable in my silence as your muffled voices taint my peace and quiet.

Quiet. Quiet.

Shhh it’s so quiet.

As I fold myself inside myself,

Mmm so cosy,

Just me,

Mmmm so cosy just be,

Mmmm so cosy I can’t see .., you, 

Don’t want to be with you,

Just want to fold myself inside myself,

Mmmm the comfort of invisibility.